Gravity.

I’m lonely, and I am hurt. I’m tired of feeling weak. I’m tired of being alone. I’m tired of feeling invisible. I’m tired of crying myself to sleep. I’m tired of shutting everyone out. I’m tired of never being good enough. I’m shaking, gasping for breath, and I’m absolutely terrified. Waiting for that moment, the one that comes every time. The one where you detach yourself and leave me alone once again. I’m so sick of all of this, of feeling like I have nowhere to go. My last resort fell through. And just like always, I’m alone.

Today was a long and tirng day. Stuffs happened. Well, I just have to say that, I'm not going to be involve it anything thing anymore. I shall not care and I shall not follow. I'm wrong.

Dear you,
Why did you brought it at the first place? If you didnt call her up and planned, today our punishment wont be at this stage. You brought it, you drank it, you wrote our names but when we asked you, you said that it wasnt you. Excuse me, we're not 3 year old kids alright. Dont try to lie to us. If its you then its you. You dare to write our names but you dont dare to admit that you were the one who wrote our names and told the teacher what we did. I'm never gonna trust you.

Dear you,
You knew that it is against the law, but why did you still bring it to school? You can drink it at home, nobody can stop you. But in school, its against the law. I didnt know it at the first place. And I told you not to bring it didnt I? But again you brought it to school. Nevermind, what has done, has done. You cant possibly rewind time and change it.

Dear you,
I know that you didnt have the mood after the thingy but you cant treat me this way right? You hurted me twice today. You know it well. Im disappointed. You broke your promise.

Dear you,
Who you think you are? You dont have the rights to call people names. YOU DONT. You complained to teacher that others called you names but you yourself did as well. Im not your dog. You dont have the rights to say shooo to me. I left because I respect you as a human being. But what you did was totally disgracing yourself. Maybe you might not be aware that many people dislike you. YOU SUCK. YOU DONT HAVE ANY RIGHTS TO CALL PEOPLE NAMES. Idiotic Organism.