GLEE.

I really enjoy spending time with you, even if we’re just going to be sitting around and talking about nothing. There are a million things I love about you, like your nose or the way you smile, the way you look me in the eye, too. And I just get the greatest feeling when I make you laugh. I feel as if my company makes you happy, and that’s what I wish for you. For you to be happy. And when I see you laugh at my clumsy ways, it just makes me want to spend the rest of my life with you so I can see a smile on your face.

So well, term 1 had been a bust. Things happened. Here and there. But now its over. It came to an end. And term 2 has started. I guess Imma be a good girl listening to mama. Haha well, I might be going to Universal Studios with Shirley or EC this weekend. Hope that they're all free and things will go well. By the way, this is just a short post. I'l continue it tomorrow(:

Love ya,

If i die tomorrow, there will be people who have totally different memories of me. To one person I might be the bitch who thought she was better. To another person I might be the ugliest person on this planet, to her I might be the gorgeous, lucky girl who she despised because I was spoiled rotten. To another girl I might be the girl who got really good grades, so jealousy erupted. To him I might be the girl with the annoying laugh. To another guy I could be remembered as the girl who wasn’t anything to him. Maybe I’ll be remembered as the girl who was always on her phone, or the girl my roommate disliked. But none of that matters. you know why? By my best friends I’ll be remembered as the girl with the contagious laugh and the girl they would go to if they ever needed anything. But most of all, I’ll be remembered by my enemies as the thing they couldn’t add up to.
Everyone’s heartbroken nowadays. But I mean, we all just have to move on. What’s the point of reminiscing when you know the person is no longer worth while; when they’re no longer who they used to be? When their heart is somewhere else? Do you think they still care for you, or are still thinking about you? Because frankly, they don’t.
Don’t tell me who I am; because unless I write all my thoughts down on a piece of paper and hand it to you, you don’t even know half my life.
I wish i was a little kid again. I want someone to take care of me. I want someone to clean up my messes and remind me what’s right from wrong. I want to be awed at, even if what I’m doing isn’t that cute. I want to be yelled at before i make the same mistakes again and I want to be held in someone else’s arms while I cry my heart out.
"Shit" really happens everyday. Was sent home from school this morning. Because of ulcers. Dots. And, the water pipe was spoiled. And, my wallet dropped into the lift. I had caused so much trouble. What a stupid day. I really wanna thank those workers whom helped me and they were awesome! Haha dots.

P.E lesson was great. But not till the middle of the lesson. Something happened, and I wouldnt like to eleborate it. I wish that I could take him back. He's so scawny and he's injured. His even afraid of people how would he bite?

If you’re not happy with the person you’re with, don’t stay with them. You’re not magically going to wake up one morning and decide you’re going to be happy again. Someone makes you that way. Find the someone that makes you happy.
Sometimes, I feel a little jealous inside imagining someone can please you more than me. I guess it’s just my insecurities acting up a bit, because I know I’m not the most beautiful, most fun, or even the most exciting person you’ll ever meet.
You can find the good in anybody if you just give them a chance, benefit from the doubt. Sometimes people disappoint you, sometimes they surprise you, but you never really get to know them until you listen to what’s in their hearts.
I’ve made mistakes in my life. I’ve let people take advantage of me, and I accepted way less than I deserve. But, I’ve learned from my bad choices and even though there are some things I can never get back and people who will never be sorry, I’ll know better next time and I won’t settle for anything less than I deserve.
I'm back from camp(: It's so damn tiring. The trainers were so cool. Actually, I cant really think of anything now. I cant remember anything now. I'm so tired. I guess I'll continue with this some other day when I'm free or maybe bored. Haha Tired!

Anyways, these are the quotes. I find them meaningful.(:

I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they’re right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself. And sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.
Most of the time, we can’t tell what’s wrong with somebody by just looking at them. After all, they can look perfectly fine on the outside, while their insides tell us a whole different story.
In order to be happy you have to accept that at times, you will be sad and not let that bother you.
You shouldn’t worry about when people talk about you. When they don’t talk about you is when you should worry because it shows that they are not interested in you and what you do.
Anyone can make you smile or cry, but it takes someone special to make you smile when you already have tears in your eyes.
Learn from your past, move on, grow stronger, people are fake and your trust lasts longer; do what you do, but always stay true, and never let anybody get the best of you.
People ask why life is sometimes so full of pain. Well, without pain, would we learn how to appreciate happiness? Would people learn from their mistakes? Would people learn how to pick themselves up after they fall? Sometimes pain is the best teacher and through the pain, we learn how to show kindness to others.
You can find the good in anybody if you just give them a chance, benefit from the doubt. Sometimes people disappoint you, sometimes they surprise you, but you never really get to know them until you listen to what’s in their hearts.
Hate all you want, but you can't break the girl who thinks nothing of you.

Happy 16th Birthday JB! Love you lots(: <3

And after a while you learn that you don’t need anyone else in order to survive. No one is ever going to always be there, no matter what they say or what they promise you. You just gotta suck it up, accept it and keep going on.
It’s an easy thing, saying “I love you” to the people that matter. You never know when you might lose them. Or when they might lose you.

School was fine. I love frisbee practice. I mean today. Shirley was so funny the same goes to WC and EC. I was laughing so hard at that time. Really enjoyed PE lesson for today. Anyways, its like 2 more days left till camp! Imma miss so many people. But I guess I'll camwhore till I go mad. Or maybe not. Anyways, its JB's 16th birthday today! According to the LA time.(: