Sunday, February 28, 2010

Your heart just breaks, that’s all. But you can’t judge, or point fingers. You just have to be lucky enough to find someone who appreciates you.

We can’t fast-forward time to know if it’s worth it.
 So we trust our hearts and hope it turns out right.

And it may seem like we have nothing much to talk about but sometimes it’s nice not to have to talk.

Maybe sometimes, you'll feel sad. Or maybe happy, frustrated. Being a human being, we all are similar as we are selfish. Childish at times even when you're an adult. We as human being, get jealous. Of course you cant say that you dont. And things change around us every single day. Sometimes, we dont wish things to change and we dont wish to do certain things but we have to. We didnt ask for bad things to happen. Maybe this was all god's idea. Maybe he wants us to learn. Not in education, but learn to gain self confidence where people cant help us. But WE have to help ourselves to move the obstacles we stumbled on.

If you cant tolerate my nonsense anymore please tell me. I dont want you to tolerate. Cause I care. Its not that I want to tell someone about the bad stuffs and sabotage you. But I just cant I really cant concentrate in my studies if things were going to be the way they want. I didnt complain. I was hoping that someone could help me move the obstacle I stumbled on. If you guys thought that I complained it in purpose then I'm sorry. I dont wish everyone to get into trouble. I dont wish to lose friends. I just hope to be friends with everyone. Those whom I dislike. Those whom dislike me. And for stuffs that changed. I dont wish that to happen. I dont wish people to say things about me even if you're my friend. Thats why you dont appreciate it. Maybe we should talk to one another. When we're not satisfied with one another. Not scratch behind my back. Yes. Learn to forgive and forget. But people have scars in all sorts of unexpected places, like secret road maps of their personal histories; diagrams of all their old wounds. Most of our wounds heal, leaving nothing behind but a scar. But some of them don’t. Some wounds carry with us everywhere and though the cut is long gone, the pain still lingers. I wish that everything could be the way it use to be but without trust and cooperation we cant.

Dear you,
I know that you are frustrated with what I did. Like what I've said I didnt do it on purpose. I was just hoping that someone could help me move the obstacle I stumbled on. Maybe you said stuffs about me to someone else cause she stared at me when you were telling her. Yes, I know that many things happened with this 2 month. But did you take a walk in my shoes? Do you understand me? Do you think I'm so stupid to wish things to happen? Yes, I cant but I'm just jealous. I admit. Cause you someone important to me. You're part of my life. Maybe you think that you can settle it on your own but the truth is, you cant. Its like I'm being kicked to a corner. If just we could understnad one another, there wont be gaps.

Dear you,
Maybe you've told someone else about the things I've told you. I know you trust me and the same goes to me. Most of the times, you and I have the same thoughts. You know it well.

Dear you,
Maybe you're not the same old person I knew before. Your friend asked for it. If you were the same old person and you were the one who replied things wont turn out this way. I've forgive and forget about it. But you? You didnt. I'm sick and tired of everything. I just hope that we'll all be friends. Forgive and forget.

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