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If you are going to fall in love with me, it’s only fair that you know what you are falling in love with.
You are falling in love with my insecurities, and my obsession with trying to figure out what everyone thinks of me. You are falling in love with my immaturity, my constant need to feel loved and appreciated, my overactive tear ducts, my internet obsession, my tendency to be too clingy. You fall in love with my troubled past, and my hopes and dreams, and how I’m a hopeless romantic at heart. If you fall in love with me, you fall in love with my self-hate and all my imperfections and my perception that nobody could ever love me.
But, you are also falling in love with the way my eyes will smile when I’m with you, the way I’ll text you in the mornings just telling you I hope you have a great day. You’re falling in love with the occasionally humorous and/or thought-provoking things I say, and the way I blush when people ask me about you. But to me, the most important thing will be that you are falling in love with me, despite my thinking that it is impossible.So yeah. I'm aware that I havent been blogging for ages. But the reasons are that :1. I've been busy.2. School work has been piling up like crazy.3. I've had my heart broken.4. WAY TOO LAZY. 5. Busy with Common Tests.
So now, common tests are over and camp is coming. 4 more days. I'm so excited. But I've had been busy finding and buying stuffs for camp. Its gonna be a 4 days 3 night camp. Many things going on. And learn to forgive and forget cause you'll just grow older as in having wisdom hair if you're gonna carry on being angry or you dont even understand. I'm not referring to any one. But these words just popped out in my mind.
And I didnt ask for things to happen. Its just that... Its okay WC knows it. If she's listening to me. Haha anyways, 2 MORE DAYS TILL haha I LOVE YOU! OMG
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